Final Straw – The End to "Our Journey"You open the book and you start to read,
"Ours is entirely very simple, no spoken promises of tomorrow. You see ours is just an ordinary love….boy meets girl….boy chases girl….girl falls in love……boy does to….." THE BEGINNING
This is a year later, fast forward and it will read "boy gets tired of relationship, falls out of love…… girl still in love, forced out of relationship". THE END
There was no ever happy after, no wedding bells, no honeymoon – just nauseating smell of regret and hopes crushed, unmet desires and broken dreams.
Maybe that was part of the problem, I put too much into this as I always do and although there were no tears, sorrow was abound for what couldn't be.
In my mental maze, I retraced steps and couldn't quite find out what junction either of us lost the will to fight for love. Headed in the same direction we were, but then we got stuck in traffic, stagnant for too long.
Patience waned and in the boiling sun, the wants and needs of each person became like the need of a cold glass of refreshing water….
Instead of us looking to each other to wade through the traffic, we took diverse roads….
Me clinging, starving for his attention…
He withdrawn and nonchalant…
Until such a time where we both realized we were heading in opposite directions
No more late night phone calls, sexually laced text messages, half - naked pictures
No more visits overseas, mind-blowing sex, fights over sports teams, dirty dancing
Instant desire to delete and erase all memories of him instantly overwhelm me
Chapter closed and I know my heart will never feel the same
You close the book and feel the pain.
Hello guys, how r u doing? First off I want to say thank you for all the comments on the last two posts, I have replied each individually as is my custom, never mind that its very late. Today is usually Music Monday, and I am sorry I wasn't able to deliver on that but it's only because we have a guest writer and due to lack of communication on my part, we will not have that till tomorrow….My BAD – so please come back tomorrow.
As you know, I had been writing a love story which like I said was partly inspired by my story and that of friends. -(yes partly cos even though its true HE and I decided to be friends, we haven't seen since we started talking and of course had sex) Here are the links to previous post, if u want to know where this is coming from. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
Hope you all had a splendid weekend, wishing you the best for the rest of the week. Excited for work tomorrow, cos I learn new stuff….plus I met a guy, heheheh nothing o, still stuck on HE naturally, but I think it's funny that he is the first person I have met in over 2yrs other than He that I have liked, enough to think o more than just friends – maybe its cos I liked HE, I never really looked at anyone else….
P.S – I have some blonde streaks in my hair hehehehehe
P.P.S – I Love You