Can't give up now - Mary Mary
Stand Still - Mary Mary
Don't pray and worry - J Moss
That's all i got folks. I wish things were different and i could come here all happy and be sharing my testimony and not telling you that i'm tired of struggles in my life and i had hoped i had seen the last of them, but what will my story be without those huh? I wish things would just be easy, go according to plan (whose plan is the question innit?). Tired of last minute miracles and would love to have a smooth ride. These songs are primarily for me, to remind and reprimand myself. So far not working, but maybe if i repeat them enough, it would sink in and i will remember to hold on to Faith and understand that God has a greater purpose than i can see.
Still grateful for life, for family, for my friends, for a GOOD man (note that i didn't say perfect man in case i come tomorrow and tell you we broke up, lol) and for love. I am fine or at least i will be and please don't be offended when i ask that you do not say "sorry, pele, it is well, hold on" you get my point, could really do without and the worrying too. I apologize i haven't read a single blog post all week, ill be by to visit you all soon and will make sure to respond to the comments on the last two posts. Hope you all had a great week and i hope these songs speak to someone. Have a great weekend.
P.S I LOVE YOU