Friday, September 30, 2011

Blithed Roses - The first kiss

There are few things as intoxicating as the first kiss. It remains the most intimate thing that occurs between a man and a woman, second only to having a child together. That might be surprising to some of you and you might not agree but take a minute now to think about your very first kiss. Too long ago to remember right? But for those of you who can, do you remember how magical it was? How special you felt as you closed your eyes and took it all in, drowning the sound of your pounding your heart.

Most women however wait a lifetime to meet a guy that will kiss them and have them raise their one leg, like they watched in movies and Blythe was not different. Kissing has always been a big deal to her, and in the two years since Drake no guy had come close to kissing like he did. Another reason why she still remained single was the fact that the few guys she had been on dates with were horrible kissers, of the very worst kind. Too sloppy, too eager, too much teeth, too much tongue - all just very gross.

There was nothing gross about this current kiss however, and devoid of any thought,  Blythe kissed Nick with everything she had and he kissed her back with equal pleasure. Her small lips were just perfect for his and fused perfectly together, creating a melody that was unique as it was exciting and when Blythe felt like she could take no more and wanted to feel Nick close to her she leaned in to him and in doing so leaned on the horn, the honk tearing them apart.

"I'm so sorry" - she said
"Nothing to be sorry about. That was WOW!!" Nick replied, laughing.
"I know, i'm so embarrassed we don't even know each other"
"I beg to differ, a kiss tells a lot and by God were you talking a lot right now"
"Really, what did my kiss tell you about me?"

Again the incessant thought that he had found his one came floating to his mind but he quickly pushed that away. This was simply lust, and the bulge in his pants agreed with him, any guy will go crazy with the way she kissed. Her small lips possessed a certain sweetness, he had been shocked by and where he would normally take charge, he let her as they savored each others mouth. Nick wanted to tell her that it made him want to have her right there and then, and then spend the next week and the rest of his life pleasuring her in ways that she could only imagine, but he thought better of it.

Leaning in to her, he kissed her lightly and said
"that you are passionate" then he kissed her again
"that you are bold" kissing her yet again
"that you are strong" another kiss
"and equally delicate" yet another kiss
"and that before we both go somewhere neither of us is ready for, we should probably leave this car."

Exiting the car, Blythe staggered a lil bit, needing to hold on to the car to avoid falling out-rightly.
She had gotten her 'weak knees' kiss for the first time, and she was sure to never forget this, she was thinking when Nick interrupted her thoughts.

"I have never actually been to a winery, this is exciting."

To be continued ----


Read Part 1 - Here
Read Part 2 - Here
Read Part 3 - Here 
Read Part 4 - Here
Read Part 5 - Here
Read Part 6 - Here
Read Part 7 - Here
Read Part 8 - Here
Read Part 9 - Here

Hi guys, this is a short one, but i thought it was appropriate this way, either that or i am being lazy so forgive me. Let me know what you think.

P.s I Love You

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Praise Wed

Hi everyone, hope you have had a great week so far. I have a couple songs for you and a question as well.

I have all this dreams, all these things i want to do, and not just do them but to be successful in big ways at and i wonder is that a problem? Like maybe i think i'm bigger than myself. Maybe that's why God ignores me, because i'm not focusing on him but on all the things i want to do, things i consider good things by the way, you know the many ways i can contribute to the society and change generations. Is wanting too much a problem, i guess is my question? The Bible says we should put our focus on God and ALL things will be given to us, and i'll be the first to tell you that i can barely focus on any one thing at a given time. I can't even pray for 30minutes without some other thoughts filtering into my head, so maybe that's a thing. And maybe that's the thing, in my head all these things i want to do is for others right, so why won't God want to see me accomplish them? but is it possible that i just want to see my name in lights and be given accolades and that is my motive and God can truly see that, even though i do not think so?

Nways i just thought i might ask, in case anyone can help with that. Enjoy the songs and have a blessed rest of the week.

You Alone are God - Deitrick Haddon


Mighty God - Deitrick Haddon


At the end of the day though, all i want to hear from God is Well Done like this song says

Well Done - Deitrick Haddon


I really hate odd numbers, but didn't want to break the theme of the songs, so that's it for today. God bless.

P.S I LOVE YOU

Monday, September 26, 2011

Music Monday

Hello everyone, how are you doing? Welcome to the last week of September. I am so excited because October is around the corner. The best month ever people, hands down without a doubt cos your baby girl was born in October some 25years ago *smiles sheepishly*.

So i was in the hospital like i mentioned on Friday. I was so sure that i had a brain aneurysm and i was so scared for the first time in my life. I am so glad to be better, and let me just tell you that migraines are truly from the devil. They pumped in two different, powerful meds in me via an IV port before i found relief, but its all good now and i thank God. Will have to go back in later for some scans to make sure all is indeed well in there.

So again sorry for not putting up Blithed Roses, like i said each post i write off the top of my head and i thought i will be caught up with school work soon enough to post something yesterday but i am still behind, so except it on Friday as usual.

So as i was crying cos i was in pain, i realized the fact that i was not only alone, but for the first time in my life, i felt lonely. I had never experienced that feeling before and that made me cry so much harder and then i started thinking i was going to die and i'll be alone and no one will even be able to come get my body for days. Lol, let me just tell you i have reconsidered marriage men, i need somebody to even pretend that i mattered to them if i were to die. It also made me sad when i though of the fact that my mum is often alone, sigh, i wish she would remarry though.

But shout-out to friends though, a couple of my friends called around when they found out i was sick to get me a ride to the hospital, to have people check on me and just generally checking on me to make sure i was ok and i ate and all. God will continue to bless you and shout-out to you all for the comments, i really appreciate it.

Other than that, there is nothing much going on. I've been so focused on school, otherwise i am listening to music, or trying to catch up on tv shows, which is highly impossible btw. I confess i have 'snuck' in some movies too as well. Fall Tv is awesome, but omo graduate school won't even let me and this is me not working yet, what happens when i start to work? My already bad sleeping habits will be infinitely worse.

I miss "us" everyday and moving on has not been easy as i expected it to be, but i am good with it all and i am looking forward to the next relationship when i am ready, 2years from now, after i am done with school. Yes Boss, serious music, world famous. Lol.

In other news, i have been avoiding controversial topics lately. I don't know i guess maybe cos there are a lot of people already on the issue, i don't feel like my opinion really matters, but also i have decided in cases when all i can do is talk and not actually do anything, its best i keep my mouth shut. Maybe i'm just chicken sha, but either ways i see a lot of interesting things via social media and i pray for Nigerians at large, may God deliver us all.

Nways that's about it. I hope you are all doing well. Have a great week, with good health and be blessed

Chykay ft Falz - Lies
Please Chykay can sing, dammitt!


ShowDemCamp ft Lucci - Waiting
Watch out for my review of SDC's album on wepluggoodmusic.com and you should def go cop it as well


Tyrese - Stay
I CANNOT wait for his album to come out


Trey Songz - One Love
And because this song just came on, on the itunes and it made me think of happy times.


P.S I Love You

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Sorry

Hi Guys,

Was in the hospital yesterday so could not write anything. Trying to feel better, and hopefully will have something for you tomorrow.

God Bless.

P.s I Love You

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Praise Wednesday

Hi everyone, how are you doing? Hoping you are having or had a good day as the case might be. Today's song's are by my lovely, beautiful and very smart sister, Oyinbo. Thank you so much baby.

I wasn't going to write anything at all but i thought i should say this. If you are in America and even if you aren't, you might have heard about Troy Davis. He was meant to have been executed 24mins ago, but as i speak there is a delay of execution which we hope will be a stay of execution. What i want to point out is the exclamation of "THERE IS A GOD" when the delay was announced.

There is a God,
in the morning, in the afternoon, in the evening.
There is a God,
in the bad times and in the good times.
There is a God,
If Troy Davis is executed or he is not.
There is a God;
when our loved ones die at young ages,
in egregious ways & for no good reasons.
There is a God,
even when your needs/desires/wants are not met.

There is a God, lets never forget that. We tend to always need him for miracles, but that you are awake and alive and healthy is a miracle in itself. That you walk with your two legs, can type, can eat, can use the bathroom, those are miracles. And this is in no way to lessen the Miracle of the delay, i just wanted to remind us to always have that zeal for God at all times. Let us scream "There is a God" when we wake up and when we sleep and at every point in our lives. Nways i'm not a preacher, this is as much a reminder to me as it is for anyone else that might need it.

Nobody Greater -Vashawn Mitchell


You Hold My World - Israel Houghton


While i'm waiting - John Waller


No one like you - Kirk Franklin


Have a good rest of the week guys.
P.S I Love You

Monday, September 19, 2011

Music Monday

Hello everyone. How are you doing? Hope you had a fantastic weekend. I did what I've been doing a lot of recently which is taking my sweet time doing nothing. Again, i come back to something I've struggled with a lot this year and that is discipline. I just don't feel like i have been committed/focused/passionate and disciplined as i have always been. Its been a hard year i guess, but i need to fix up. I just need to fix up. In other for me to be successful, i need to start to walk the talk, starting today.

Allow me ramble for a bit though...

I do not know maths. I was telling a friend of mine this the other day and he was cracking up, but i honestly don't know maths. I literally count 2 +2 by hand, no joke, one of the biggest ways to make me look stupid is if you ask me how old someone is today if they were born say in 1976? I actually cannot tell you that without using a calculator. I've also come to the conclusion that one of the reasons why this is so, is because i am bad at recalling things even though i can see them. Let me explain. So i cannot recall to you right now all the chapters of the Bible, if you asked me to open it in the Bible, i know exactly where Nahum is for example. I cannot tell you what letter 'L' is after without reciting the alphabets and i could not recall all 36 states(its still 36 right?) in Nigeria but if you drew a map for me, i could fill them in. Nways just wanted to share some of my flaws with you :)

I'm convinced that Chinese people worship onion and think its the cure to every disease there is. Don't believe me? See for yourself. That was more than half of the food btw.

Some study was conducted that mentions the fact that given the same identical resume, employers were more likely to pick the American name than the black name. Even before i saw this study i have often told people that i believe this is one of the reasons why i haven't attained a job. Like even in Nigeria, i bet seeing Olubukunola Oluwanifemi, can be scary looking on a resume. I however refuse to change my name. I have acquiesced and now i put a short name in parenthesis, but i refuse to change my name, neither are my children getting any English name or some funkyfied version of their name. I am very proud of my name and best believe my name is going to be a name to be remembered, so they might as well start getting used to it. Finish.

I just thought i ought to remind us all on here that Gods second greatest commandment was and is "Love your neighbor as yourself". Now i believe that half the problem is a lot of folks do not truly understand the meaning of love and or do not believe in it at all and the other is that folks most not truly love themselves. But hey, what do i know?

I am going to be 25 yo. I am so excited and knowing me once the week is here, i won't be but for now. I am excited. I have decided i am taking a cake to school on the day and the day before and the day after as well.  Now i do not like cakes, but because i am going to be spending it completely alone i figure i might as well not wallow in depression and make a thing of it. With that said o, i am accepting birthday gifts o, so you can like to place your order now, i don't want multiple people getting me the same thing. Lol

So who read the idiotic thing Brad Pitt said about Jennifer Aniston. First off the fool just needs to shut up, secondly if you have nothing good to say about your ex, please why mention them at all. You should lock that memory somewhere deep where no one can recover it and keep it moving.

So i was telling a friend that if i were him i would be getting all my lovers to by stuff for each other. Maybe i have watched too many movies, but i believe that i have the ability and if i were such that could have multiple lovers, i would have them be taking care of each other directly. He argues that he could not get gender specific gifts from one girl to the other and i don't see why not. What do you think guys? I was all mouth that day, like i had done it before, but i haven't, still i think i totally could.

Speaking of friends, i feel bad that so many people remember me from like camp, or some lesson and i don't remember them and its amazing how many people i went to school with, same class and everything and i don't remember saying a single word to them. I am not a snob, never been and i hear that people think i used to front, which is so not the case either. I was and continue to be so distant tho, i def live in my own vacuum, unaware of those around me except they for some reason inject themselves in my life. I however i am not sure if this is something to change cos there is a certain naivety in my life that i truly enjoy and as such i am not exposed and vulnerable and i can protect myself. But is that truly life then?

As usual i have over-randomed (i just made up that word, please feel free to use it). So imma share just two songs. Someone on twitter had mentioned "Get rich or die trying" being a classic and i totally agree. I was such a gangster back in the day yo, and i knew every line to this album and 50's next album. Nways, enjoy and have a great week, will be back on Wednesday. Take care.





P.S I Love You

Blithed Roses - The Morning After...Part 2.

"I hope you ordered for two" he said, smiling.
"Yes, i did. Thought you might be hungry after your run". Blythe replied as she ushered him in to the room.
"Quick, let's get married"
"Excuse me!!" Seeing him bent over in laughter, she joined in.
"You are silly"
"You should have seen your face, will it be so bad to be married to me?" replied Nick.
"I would think not, No. However, had i said no, i might have hurt your feelings"
"Indeed."
"And, had i said yes, you would have labelled me crazy"
"Actually yes, i would have left this room and never looked back"
"I promise you i am not that crazy, i have some baggage and I've been called weird but not crazy"
"Ha, the elephant in the room!! I wondered who would bring it up first. Can i at least start to eat, i am famished." He said reaching for the plate of eggs, toast and sausages.
"A girl who remembers how i like my eggs after just one conversation, we really should get married" He said.
"It was more of a guess actually, i had forgotten but you don't look the sort that would like his eggs runny"
"Real men don't eat eggs of that nature" Nick retorted

They remained silent for a while as they enjoyed their food, both eating a little more slowly than they normally would. Nick wondered if he could deal with the fact that he might find out that she is unavailable to him and Blythe wondering if being completely honest with him was the way to go on this. She looked at the time and saw that she had about an hour to check out of the room. She decided then that she didn't want to have this conversation here, she needed air. Standing up, she dropped her plates and searched for her keys.

"What do you have planned for the rest of today, Nick?"
"I keep my days unplanned, when i come out to write. What are you looking for?"
"I'm looking for my keys, i need to be checked out of here in an hour and i thought i might show you around town"
"Sounds great, let me go get my camera and a note pad, maybe change my shirt, meet you down in 10 minutes" He said this, as he moved quietly behind her.
"Sure, i still need  to find my keys."
"You mean, these keys" Nick said, reaching out his hands to bring her up and drawing her close at the same time.

He reached out to brush his fingers gently across her face
"I want to kiss you. But i need to know that if i do, it won't be the last time and that you don't belong to another."
"I do not. But i think its best, i told you about my past before you kissed me. You might not be so willing then."
"That is not likely. I will go now, and meet you at the lobby and hold you to the kiss for a later time". Giving her the keys, he kissed her cheeks and left.

Blythe could not believe that she had held her composure, when she had wanted to beg him to kiss her as she looked into his eyes. Seeing in his eyes how much he wanted her had made her giddy and powerful. Leaving the room, she headed to the lobby to check out and wait, but not for long cos Nick arrived just as she was done. He carried her bags, as they walked towards her car.

"What's a Californian without a convertible huh?
"Tell me about it, it cost me an arm and a leg but i was determined to have one. You know that dream of having my hair blowing wild with the wind, the scarf around my neck, in my dark shades, as i cruised around? Just had to have it."
"Remind me to put that in my book"
"You should see plenty to put in your book where we are headed" she said driving out of the parking lot and headed towards the highway. 

Nick was soon lost in the scenery, taking pictures of everything he saw, things that could inspire him when he wrote, he said. She was taking him to a winery and the route there possessed one of the best scenery in all of California. They were about halfway into their journey when Nick turned to her and said;
"Who is Drake? I need to know"
Blythe took her time before responding,
"Drake is the man i thought i would spend the rest of my life with. We were together for five years and we have been apart for two years. I saw him again for the first time since then on Friday, at my friends engagement party."
"That's why you were at the hotel? You were there to hide."
"Yes, i am a little ashamed at it too and i am sure my parents and friends are worried sick with my disappearing act, but it was just such a shock to see him again after all those years"
"Do you miss him?"
"No, i do not. I miss what we had, and i still wonder what part i might have played in him ending the relationship, but no i do not miss him."
"But if you still mention him in your dreams, it might mean that you still love him, don't you think? and maybe you are not so over him as you thought"
"I haven't been with a guy in two years Nick, so i have no way to know that I've been calling out Drake's name while i sleep. But you have to understand that i had just seen a man i once loved deeply and obviously a lot of past memories have been evoked."
"I do understand and that is why i want to know. I did not have to mention it, but i enjoyed spending the night with you and i want to be able to do that again, and that can't happen if you are in love with someone else"
" I am not in love with him, not anymore but i wonder if you can ever stop loving someone. All i can say is that i see no scenario where he can ever be in my life again"
"Never say never, my dear"
"And in most areas of my life, i would agree with you but not when it comes to my heart. For whatever reasons, he did not believe in us enough to stay together, he has moved on and i just want to do the same."
"So i'll be your rebound guy then"
"Yes"
"Surprisingly enough, i am ok with that"
"You could also be more than just a rebound"
"Might just stick to being the rebound guy, i get to have plenty of sex that way"

Blythe hit him across the chest playfully and continued to drive.
A couple minutes passed before Nick spoke.

"I will like to be more than your rebound guy"
"What did you say?"
"I said, i want to be more than your rebound guy. I don't know much about love, fate or destiny, i just know that two people who meet and have a connection as strong as the kind between us, ought to explore it and savor it. So i'll be patient, till you are ready and just see how this works out"
By this time Blythe had stopped driving, having reached their destination. She turned around to face him and said
"I'll take that kiss now"

And so he obliged....

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Its still Sunday in California. Sorry guys, i blame twitter, plus the Emmy's, plus me sleeping half the day away. Nways i hope you like it, its off the top of my head and i don't know, i just hope it reads good. Thank you for all the support and Music Monday will be up as usual, but much later in the day. Enjoy and God Bless.


Read Part 1 - Here
Read Part 2 - Here
Read Part 3 - Here 
Read Part 4 - Here
Read Part 5 - Here
Read Part 6 - Here
Read Part 7 - Here
Read Part 8 - Here

Sunday, September 18, 2011

A must read for everyone..


I saw this on tumblr which directed me to the full post and i just thought i should share because these are some of the things that i am trying to implement in my life right now. Now, a part of me argues that having the opportunity/money/means is one of the reasons why a lot of people can actually realize their dreams. Cos i don't have money to buy food much less up and leave to go and do some of the things that i will actually love to do. With that said, a lot of the lessons he share's are no respecter of position, and will elevate you in every area of your life, i believe. Take your time to read them, save a copy and implement them as needed and God willing, all our dreams will come true.


Last September, I accepted an internship with a magazine and decided to take a temporary break from school. Confused as to what I wanted to pursue in life, I discovered myself experiencing a world outside of my safety blanket for the first time in 15 years. During this time off, I gained invaluable experience to place on my resume and numerous life lessons. I was published (both print and online), explored photography (film & digital) which will lead to my first exhibit this October, worked alongside editors (Vervegirl Magazine, Fuel Inc and Pound Magazine); experienced interviews (both in front and behind the camera) and gained numerous other forms of experience as an aspiring journalist. My time off was full of crucial lessons, self-reflection, mistakes, self-realizations, learning and change. In all sincerity, it has been the best form of education I have received as of yet.
As I started to prepare for my return to school this semester, I began to take note of some of the many lessons I acquired during my time off.
  1. Please yourself before you please others; being the eldest of two brothers, I have the habit of sometimes placing the needs of others before my own. As sweet and lovely as it may sound, it has been more damaging for my own personal health and state of mind as an individual. As I recognized this trait, I slowly began to address it.
  2. Organization. This was one of my very first lessons during my first internship. Today, I roll everywhere I go with four essential items: 1) my agenda; 2) notebook; 3) pen, and lastly, sticky notes (test me the next time you see me!). These four simple objects keep me on track with everything that I’m doing and everything that I should be doing. As a student and/or employee, this is imperative in order to stay on track.
  3. Punctuality. This was another significant lesson. With your employees, superiors, co-workers, or even friends… punctuality equates respect. There is nothing more irritable than tardiness and it’s the best way to show how little you care about anything or anyone.
  4. Avoiding procrastination. This was a tough foible to kick, and it still is. Although my mama may disagree at times, I’d [now] rather sacrifice a good night worth of sleep opposed to saving a task for later that could easily be completed at that moment.
  5. Making my bed each morning; This really only means starting my day off on a productive note. Personally, nothing makes me feel more accomplished than a clean environment. Making my bed each morning really meant starting my day off on a positive and productive note in hopes that my day would continue on the same.
  6. A positive attitude towards everything and everyone. A number of things contribute towards a positive attitude. Trying to conquer this was mentally rewarding and kept me healthy and happy.
  7. Education isn’t only found within an academic institution. I grew up with an ignorant mentality as to what constitutes “education”. There is a world outside of my campus, something I sincerely found hard to comprehend before taking this year off. Use education to your advantage but don’t limit it as the only means of acquiring knowledge.
  8. The significance of critical thinking. I came to the realization that this wasn’t something I learned within school. Instead, I learned the opposite. Not only as a writer, but a member of this society, I learned the significance of putting the world around me into critical perspective.
  9. Settling with a career choice. I’ve learned that there isn’t a specific career in mind that I plan to pursue but many. I’ve learned that narrowing it down to one, as I’ve been taught to do so, is partially foolish. Instead, I have in mind issues/topics/fields I’d like to address, hoping to use several mediums I am passionate about (writing, photography, film) to explore and approach them.
  10. Recognizing the beauty in being an individual; A significant source of insecurity can be the consistent comparison to others around you, creating a false idea as to who or what you should be. Although this is a lesson/recognition I’m still in the process of working on each day, I’ve acknowledged that I am an individual with my own story and that there is a profound beauty to this.
  11. The value of “me” time. For 4-5 months last summer/fall, I made the decision to get rid of my phone and keep to myself as much as possible [funny that every time I share this with someone, the first question tends to be: “were you broke?!”] For the first time, I gave myself quality “me” time, attempting to keep at a distance from the world around me as I tried to figure a few things out. Every so often, I attempt to do this when I have a day off by cutting off all communication with the world for a few hours and enjoying an evening by myself to relax.
  12. Responsibility; after spending a year interning and working for various publications/organizations this year, I’ve learned that once given a specific role or duty, to acknowledge that you are accountable for fulfilling it to the best of your ability. This isn’t a habit that should stop once you leave work. Organization and punctuality play into this significantly, of course.
  13. Family time. While I went on a temporary “hiatus” from the world, a lot of time was spent with my family members, and so happened to be the most loving time spent. Surrounding yourself with those who genuinely love you and care for your well-being is always vital and healthy.
  14. Learning to love. This one may take more than a few sentences to properly explain, but self-love is the greatest (and most crucial) type of love one can encounter. While learning to be more comfortable with who I am as an individual and learning to love myself, it became easier to love others and keep a loving energy around me.
  15. Travelling with a notebook and an agenda. Any writer can easily understand the significance to travelling with a notebook. Travelling with an agenda (even if it was during an evening out with friends) helped keep me on track with all upcoming tasks and responsibilities – something integral for a human who shares a similar (lack of) memory as myself.
  16. Health. A lot of things can be mentioned here. First and foremost, I’m a cyclist. Traveling from location to location within the city on my bike accumulated throughout the day to at least an hour or more worth of exercise. This kept me healthy mentally and physically. A well nights sleep everyday (if possible) is always vital, particularly if you can keep it consistent. This helps keep your mind clear and focused. Being a vegetarian forced me to have healthier options when eating. Drinking a lot of water is always a must, especially during a busy day. (Other tips: travelling with multivitamins, iron supplements, etc. during hectic days where you may not be too focused on what you put into your body). I’m not the healthiest human being in the world, but this was something I learnt to place more focus on.
  17. Meeting people. Through various organizations that I was associated with, networking became a significant part of my job and life. One significant lesson: Be genuine with everyone you meet. Never fear saying what is on your mind or how you may appear. It isn’t hard to sense ingenuity from a person. Acknowledge that not every person you encounter may love you as a person, and this will help you fight that fear of being yourself .
  18. Lastly, but not least: being fearless. This is Milca’s favourite line. It’s a challenge we all face, once way or another. With my craft, I had to repeatedly learn to be fearless. You are not perfection and you should never expect yourself to be. This also meant ignoring any skeptical or doubtful thoughts and jumping for new opportunities and experiences. Mistakes may come along the way, some minor and some major, but everything comes with a valuable lesson.
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P.S I Love You

Friday, September 16, 2011

Blithed Roses - The Morning After...Part 1.

He touched her like it was the first time,
(was it the first time?)
like he had never felt her body in this way before,
(his hands felt a little unfamiliar)
(Who was he?)
she wanted to watch him, look at her and touch her, like he was doing,
(Why are my eyes closed?)
She had on blindfolds, she needed to take them off.
(Noooooooooo.)

"Don't stop. Why did you stop?"
"Don't take it off. That was the deal, take it off before i want you to and i stop"
"I just want to see you"
"Use your hands Blythe or your mouth, but right now i just want you to feel, don't think, just feel."
"This is so not fair"
"I can stop if you want"
"No, don't you dare."
He laughed and kissed her deeply.

Felt, she did.
She had no choice actually as her brain stopped functioning,
The sensations taking over and orgasms raking over her body,
over and over and over again as his hands, and his mouth savored every inch of her.
Just as he was about to finally make use of the one part of his anatomy that she needed the most,
he took off the blindfolds and she saw him for the first time.

Nick.
She smiled and
woke up.
It was just a dream. Her instantaneous disappointment was quickly replaced by the fact that for the first time in a long time, the man in her dream was not Drake and not whatever celebrity she was crushing on that week. She smiled once more, stretching and standing up, to check out her surroundings. It did not appear that Nick slept out here. Where was he? They had an awesome night; He was charming without effort, confident and funny, he appeared knowledgeable about almost everything and his ability to take cheap shots at himself, she found so appealing. Where was Nick? She wondered again as she walked into the room, she heard no water running from the bathroom and thought she had a quick chance to brush her teeth and freshen up before he returned.

The post it note, stuck on the mirror, stopped her dead in her tracks.
"Went for a run. Didn't want to wake you up. Called up for a toothbrush for you, just incase you need it. Don't run away. P.s. Who is Drake? ---- Nick"
Drake!!!! How did he know Drake? She ran into the room to check her phone for any missed calls. Did Drake call and Nick picked up the phone? No missed calls, of course, because she had put off her phone at some point during the night when the incessant calls from her friends would not cease. She must have mentioned his name in her sleep. She ruined it already. Drake had been out of her life for more than two years and yet he continued to haunt every area of her life. "SCREW YOU, DRAKE" she screamed out loud to no one in particular. She had to fix this, she will be honest with Nick and tell him the truth and hope he still liked her. They could be friends at least. Who was she kidding? She wanted to be more than friends as was clearly indicated by her dreams.

"Someone from my past, will explain later.. Need to freshen up. Meet me in my room. #1206 -----Blythe" she replied, and left his room. Rather than taking the elevator, she took the stairs down to her floor. Once in her room, she proceeded to freshen up, deciding not to shower, she had to be out of the room in less than two hours, having only gotten it for three days. She got her things together, called for some breakfast, made some coffee and wondered who will come to the door first, room service or Nick. She waited, nervously.

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Nick ran himself harder, going two miles more than the regular two miles he ran everyday. He had not slept much last night and he needed to get rid of the uncomfortable feeling that ran through his spine. Jealousy? A trait that was unfamiliar to him, so he could not define it. Insecurity? He could see no reason why that would be? Whatever the case, she had baggage in form of someone called Drake, and experience had taught him that only a superhero could handle the load of most women and he was no super hero, he was just a man. Nonetheless, he was intrigued by all he had seen by Blythe yesterday. Her laughter, the way she reasoned, asking questions of him that showed him she was insightful and saw the world in a unique way. He loved her wit and satirical humor and she was just so sexy.

He got back into the room and yelled out her name, already guessing that she would not be there and was ecstatic to find the note she left. He had envisioned her leaving without leaving a number or address and tried to recall all she had told him the night before, confident that he could and would find her. He showered and dressed almost as quickly as he had the night before and ran down the stairs just in time to waylay her room service delivery, making sure to tip the guy appropriately. He collected himself before ringing then bell.
"Room Service" he called out.
"Coming" she replied.

She opened the door, a mix of surprise, nervousness and hope, enveloping her face
"I hope you ordered for two" he said, smiling.

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To be continued.
Hello everyone, how are you doing? I decided to do this into two parts so its not so long and or boring. Also because i need to study really bad. Will post up part 2 on Sunday though, rather than next week. I hope you like. Have a good weekend.


Read Part 1 - Here
Read Part 2 - Here
Read Part 3 - Here
Read Part 4 - Here
Read Part 5 - Here
Read Part 6 - Here
Read Part 7 - Here


P.S I Love You

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Praise Wednesday - Strive to be happy.

Happy Hump Day everyone, hope you are all doing well? 

Today I want to share two things with you. A couple weeks back, a friend had asked me if i was happy and I answered honestly and said I did not know the last time I had been happy. I can pinpoint being unhappy around the time I knew things were going to end with the ex, even before things ended with the ex. Not to say that he is the cause of my unhappiness, but that was when it started for me. A lot of us can't even pinpoint when they started feeling so unhappy, a lot of us can't even define what happiness is. I do not aim to explain that to you, I believe it’s uniquely defined for everyone cos what makes me happy is different from what makes you happy.

The good news is this, because it is so uniquely defined to you, it’s your responsibility to make yourself happy. No matter what you are going through, no matter how hard the devil is attacking you. By willing yourself happy, by choosing to be happy and having the right attitude, you can be happy. My mummy will say that, when she's sad, she puts in her favorite cd, and starts to dance. What makes you happy? What are ways you can eliminate things in your life that make you unhappy? Think about these things and endeavor to be happy today. 

I already planned to put up "Desiderata" and then today my friend sent me Today's Word with Joel and Victoria and it’s the same topic on happiness. So I am convinced that this is not just for me, cos believe me when I say I need to be Happy, but I know it’s for someone here as well.....STRIVE TO BE HAPPY!!!

1) I have a friend who is going through treatment for cancer. He’s a young man, very talented, very athletic. If he had not told me, I would have never known anything was wrong. I’ve never once heard him complain. He’s always friendly, upbeat and enjoys life. I asked him the other day how he could keep such a good attitude during such a difficult time. He said, “Joel, when I get up in the morning, I ask myself, ‘Do you want to be depressed today or do you want to live happy?’ I choose to live happy.”
Understand that if you’re going to be happy, you have to be happy on purpose. Happiness is not going to fall on you. You have to choose it by choosing right thoughts and focusing on the Father. You have to set your day in the direction that you want to go. You have to choose to meditate on His Word because His Word lights your path and gives joy to your heart. Today, choose to live happy, set your focus on Him, and embrace the blessing He has in store for you!

2) Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
 As far as possible without surrender
 be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
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P.S I LOVE YOU

Monday, September 12, 2011

Music Monday - Friday Night Jammings

Hello Y'all

How are you doing? I hope your weekend was fantastic. I chilled all weekend, watching sports all day Saturday and i have not started studying o. Its all so overwhelming jo and i'm not ready for school at all, but i have assignments due, so guess whose ass is going to be up all night now? Sigh. I'm not as smart as i like to think.

Going to random for a lil bit, and keep it all about music today.

Why Serena? Why? It was your game to win. I'm still amazed at how mental sports is, and i keep thinking i should have gotten my Masters/PhD in Sports Psychology like i wanted. Maybe a Dual Degree. Yes? No?

I used to hate Nigerian Music, absolutely hated it and now let's just say that i'm proud and liking the progress. I continue to be picky and can also be very biased i guess, but we have great voices coming out of Nigeria and i'm happy. Its rather unfortunate that its going to take more than your talent to make it, the politics in the entertainment industry is reflective of the politics of the country and dare i say worse. With that said though, go cop Show Dem Camp's album. My second fav album out of Nigeria this year, The first being DJ Klem's "AfrofunkyDiscoSoul" and the third being "Beautiful Noise" by Timi Dakolo.

I feel bad for people who consistently use others and take advantage of people. It just seems like life must be lonely for you and if it comes to a point where you actually need someone, i wonder if you can pick up your phone, go through your contact list and call someone that will genuinely do something for you.

I did a race test, twice and it says that i have a sight automatic preference for European Americans than African American. The Thing with doing all these tests, it doesn't take into account your feelings, experiences etc. I don't think i care if you are white or black, i care about your character. I honestly cannot tell anything about you from the color of your skin, but i thought that was interesting. Take the test yourself here - http://j.mp/nsEiqm

RIP Andy Whitfield. The news really made me sad. Life is so unfair you know. The man was BEAUTIFUL.

O so about the story, i really really hope you are enjoying it. The idea was to actually see if i can write a complete book on here, but i just compiled what I've written so far on Ms Word, and its only 21 pages. 21 pages? I swear i thought i had like a 100 pages sha. Omo, doubt has entered o, how will i ever do it? Miss Myne, how did you do it? I write everything on the fly, so maybe that's more a hindrance than i thought, and i need to sit and think of the next chapters and all that. But we'll see sha. I want to be a fictional writer someday and in Jesus Name, it will come to pass.

I hate food. Why do we have to eat anyways? My tummy stays hurting from eating, and i'm in pain as i speak.

Nways, I think that's it for today. Nothing special going on in my life at the moment. This is not such a bad thing after-all. The songs below = what i spent my Friday night listening to. Enjoy.

One of my favorite Songs from the lovely Jill Scott is this


Floetry - Sometimes you make me smile


Mariah Carey - Emotions


Pregnant Whitney Houston doing her thing


And as a Bonus


P.s I LOVE YOU

Friday, September 9, 2011

Blithed Roses - The Date

"Hi" He said
"Hi" She replied a little dreamily...

He took her hands in his and directed them to the bar, not saying anything till they had sat down and ordered drink; A stinger for him and a White Russian for her. Similar tastes in cocktails he observed, a good start. They both stayed silent while they waited for their drinks. He looking at her, Blythe looking anywhere but at him, taking in the ambiance of the lounge, observing the other couples out tonight, envying the way they shared laughs and looked deep into each others eyes, tapping her fingers lightly to the soft sounds of Miles Davis wafting through the speakers.

Finally the waiter came back with their drinks and as soon as Nick had a sip of his drink, he began to speak.

"You weren't kidding about not being late"
"You obviously believed me, otherwise you wouldn't have been waiting by the elevators"
"I would have waited for you if you were late though, and it would have been well worth the wait"
"Is this your way of saying i don't look good?"
"Quite the contrary, i have never seen any one look so beautiful, please never wear make up for me"
"For you?" She laughed
Smiling, he looked at his watch, he said, "15mins"
"What happens in 15 minutes?"
"That was how long it took me to get you to look at me, like you did earlier and laugh" Which made her laugh some more.

The earlier awkwardness and tension suddenly vanished and Blythe relaxed.

"Thank you for the compliment, you don't look so bad yourself Mr. 35th most handsome man, even with a 5 day stubble"
"You mean my man cave look, i will have you know that women all over the world dig this look and its not just for disguise" he retorted
"You will need a lot more facial hair to go around unnoticed, i am actually surprised that i haven't seen a flock of camera men here yet"
"That's because i am not yet on their radar, and i hope that it stays that way for a very long time. But please, one request for the night? No more, Mr. 35th most handsome man, that's really not me. Tonight i just want to be Nick Downey, the scrawny little kid from Detroit, who was asked on a date by the high school sweetheart and is still very much in shock."
"You have a way with words don't you Mr Nick Downey" She said laughingly. "Ok then, no more mention of that tonight, lets start over. Hi, i'm Blythe Thomas, a psychology professor, 28years old and a lover of all things artsy. And you are?"
"Nice to meet you Blythe, I am Nick Downey, a former architect turned fiction writer, 35 going on 50 and a lover of food"
"Is that so? I make the best home-made burgers, this side of the Atlantic"
"O, trust me i have superior cooking skills. I make the best pasta Alfredo, this side of the Atlantic"

And so it went, back and forth, back and forth, making every topic a competition. They talked about everything, favorite restaurants, music, sports, movies, books, places they had been to, places they wanted to go to, first kiss, first time, first love, first heart heartbreak, favorite designers, the size of their shoes, their childhood, his wild college years, her struggles, his achievements, their friends and plans for the future. Nothing was off topic, it was like they had known each other for a long time, the simiralities were uncanny, straight down to the fact that were days apart albeit years apart, both Scorpios. They talked until the bar closed, talked on the way up to his pent house floor, where they talked while he poured them drinks from the bar, sat at the balcony and talked till Blythe fell asleep.

She looked peaceful in sleep, a smile on her face, her arms wrapped protectively around herself, and he wished he was in those arms. He contemplated carrying her to bed, but thought better of it, so he went into the room, got her a pillow and a blanket, covering her and then bending down to put the pillows under her head careful to lift her gently. He watched her for a couple minutes more after that, removed some strands of her hair from face and kissed her gently on her forehead.

She smiled even in sleep, and whispered.

Drake.....

A frown spread across Nick's face as he walked into the room.

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Ha, i know you did not expect that? Lol, you see how we girls have issues? How do you spend a great night with a guy and be thinking of the last guy. I Hope you liked it. I love that the way i ended it, it lets me extend the story a lil bit longer, but i should probably end it soon before you guys get tired of me.

Happy Birthday to Miss Taynement, wishing you all the very best. God's blessing, long life and prosperity. I pray that this new year, will be one filled with testimonies every month and God will shower you with more than you can even ask and hope for. Have a good one.


Read Part 1 - Here
Read Part 2 - Here
Read Part 3 - Here
Read Part 4 - Here
Read Part 5 - Here
Read Part 6 - Here

P.S I LOVE YOU

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Blithed Roses - Blythe and Nick

Blythe walked away as fast as she could, knowing that his eyes remained on her rear end, hoping that she won't fall and then die of embarrassment. She walked even faster when she was sure she was out of his view and then ran the distance to the elevator as she saw a cute Asian couple come out of it, pressing the close door button furiously so no one else would come in with her. Her sigh of relief, as the elevators rode up was audible, and then came the smile that started slowly and spread across her face so brilliantly. Any one that might have seen her at that point would have considered her the most beautiful woman they had ever seen. She counted mentally along as the elevators rode up, again hoping no one came in on either of the floors and therefore delaying her; 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 and finally 12.

She had not planned this, i mean how could she? she wouldn't have guessed that she would have run into Nick by the pool, but she had and the bravado that had pushed her to talk to him, she hoped stayed with her the entire night. It had all started this morning. As she walked into the elevator on the the 12th floor, she registered the ruggedly looking fine man for a second, but then focused on her thoughts, reminding herself that Drake was history and she needed to move on with her life. Her senses however, were aware of the man who was staring at her unabashedly, from head to toe, spending a lot more time than was acceptable at her derriere.

She forgot about the man in the elevator as soon as she walked out of the hotel, looking forward to some retail therapy. Her first stop, the swim suit store. A Bikini or a one piece suit, she pondered. She always bought a tankini, a compromise between a bikini and the one piece, but now that she was a little bit more comfortable with her body, she felt confident that she would look great in a bikini. It was in this process of consideration, that she was interrupted by the sales woman.

"Are you finding everything ok? can i help you in any way?"
"Yes, thank you. I am just trying to decide on which to get, this bikini or this tankini piece"
"I like the metallic color of the tankini, but definitely, the bikini. The striking colors suit your skin tone as well"
"I think i agree with you. I will take it. Thank you" Blythe said, with a smile.
"You are welcome. Sure, if you would just follow me, i will ring this up for you"

At the register, Blythe was not able find her credit card, so she pulled out the entire contents of her bag, including the book "Secret Haven", the back of the book faced up showing the picture of a handsome looking man.

"He is so cute, isn't he? And such a beautiful writer" The sales woman said, while she waited patiently.
"Excuse me?" Blythe said, looking up from her search.
"The author of your book, Nick Downey. I think he is very handsome and I've not read this book yet, but his others have been great"

It was then that Blythe looked at the picture and saw the man that had been in the elevator ogling her. He must have noticed the book as well in her opened bag, but she had never even looked at this picture even though she had the book for over a month. The picture was a handsome one, although she felt like the rugged look he wore when she had seen him earlier suited him more. She nodded and continued to look for her card, eventually finding it lodged in the middle of the said book. She thanked the sales woman and left.

On her way back to the hotel, she decided to stop for some lunch, her tummy rumbling angrily from it being empty. Walking the mile to the Thai food restaurant she had been told was the closest, she stopped at a nearby newspaper stand to get some water and sugarless gum. She had already paid and was waiting for her change when she saw the GQ magazine 'Top 100 Bachelor's in America' with a smaller title introducing first timers on the list including #35 Nick Downey. She quickly added that to her items. She was now more aware of him than she had been 24 hours prior and it was time to get to know him, even if she never met him again.

She had been wrong, because now she was going on a date with him, if you could call it a date that is. She had gone to the pool without a watch, so she had no idea how many minutes she had left before having to get downstairs. She quietly berated herself inwardly for having suggested 15mins and not 30mins. As soon as she got into the room, she took off her tunic and bikini, as she simultaneously shrugged out of her bikini bottom, and jumped into the shower. Her hair was going to have to be wet, but she figured she could make it work and so she let the scalding hot water run over her for a couple mins, using her hands to clean up as much as she could and then ran out. 

She had only one outfit to wear, a nice silk bow grey dress, she had not been able to resist when she had been out shopping. She dried off, making sure to thoroughly dry off her hair, slipped on a bra, panties, her dress and a pair of low heels she had, shoved some things from her bag into her little purse, including the room key and dashed quickly to the elevator, pressing on it furiously, the light indicator showing it had stopped at the 7th floor. While she waited, she rummaged through her purse for a lip balm and some lipstick, making quick work to apply them on and just then the elevator dinged its arrival. 

She pulled her hair into a loose chignon as soon as she entered the elevator, sprayed on perfume, put on the earrings she was lucky had been in the purse and then put on her watch, which told her she had two minutes to get to the bar. It was only then, she was able to asses her appearance in the mirror, tucking some hair strands in place, pinching at her cheeks to give it some color and dabbing at her lips with her fingers to remove the excess gloss. She was satisfied with the look, but then remembered she had forgotten to use a deodorant so she quickly sprayed on some more perfume. By this time she was on the third floor, one more floor to go and she was ready, what for, she was unaware, but was interested to find out. She said a silent prayer as the doors opened and stepped out.

There he was, waiting, with a smile, erasing the unsure look she had for a second. He looked quite handsome and she returned his smile earnestly.

********** On the other side...

Nick had watched her leave, dazed. He had never before been approached that way, and that was saying a lot, because he had run into his fair share of stalkers. A stalker was different though, they were mostly uneducated, fame struck, and usually quite in fear of him by the time they were caught. Blythe did not appear uneducated, and judging from her straight forwardness and take charge attitude, she was no coward. He couldn't be sure, but it did not appear that she had come to the pool looking for him, i mean how would she have known? He had come down through the private elevators reserved for people who roomed on the pent-house floor. He picked up his watch, on the lounging chair, saw that he had at 12 minutes left and quickly picked up the rest of his belongings and walked to the elevator, again using the private elevator, ensuring that it would not have multiple stops that might delay him.

He figured, he would not have time to shave and hoped she liked a man who walked around with a 5 day stubble. Today, he was glad he was a man because all he needed was the 10mins he had left to get ready. A quick shower later, he dressed in dark comfortable jeans, a pink/blue short sleeve shirt, a pair of nice toms to match, his wrist watch, sprayed on some cologne and he walked out of his room, with 3 mins to spare, wallet in hand. He dabbed on some lip balm while he went down and instead of waiting for her by the bar, he decided to wait for her by the elevator. It might give him the upper hand, he needed this time, as she had bested him once already and he believed her when she said she won't be late.

Just about 10 seconds after he had arrived by the elevators, the doors dinged open, and Blythe came out. She was fresh faced and gorgeous. He was not sure why, but suddenly he realized his life was about to change, he straightened up and smiled. She looked unsure for a millisecond but then she returned his smile at full wattage, and walked confidently towards him.

"Hi' he said.
"Hi" she replied, a little dreamily....

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Read Part 1 - Here
Read Part 2 - Here
Read Part 3 - Here
Read Part 4 - Here
Read Part 5 - Here

To be continued tomorrow. I hope you like. Enjoy

P.S I Love You.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Praise Wednesday - Tongues

Yesterday on twitter i said "My life ends tomorrow" i meant it in that once school starts i will be so busy that life as i've enjoyed it this summer is over, but still i said it and the devil could have picked on that and used it against me. God is merciful and sees past our foolishness, thankfully enough.

The tongue is a powerful weapon, and even though yesterday i wrote it, and didn't say it out loud, i know there are many times i say very destructive things like i constantly say i am not getting married. I need to start to change my confessions and if you are like me, you should join me in doing the same. Also its not enough to say well i don't say it out loud, if you are thinking it, its the same. That's why you hear this said a lot in prayer "Lord forgive me for my thoughts, my deeds, my actions and my words". You are a word away from entering and leaving the Kingdom of God and instead be operating in the world. I pray that God helps us.

Interestingly enough, earlier that day i had gotten breakfast at the hotel and my friends had come down and wanted food but were told that the kitchen had closed. So when the waiter had come to serve my food, my friend had asked why i was getting special treatment and he had said and i quote "Cos she was the last and you know that they say the last shall become the first". I immediately screamed "AMEN", i grabbed on to that word, like it was Pastor E Adeboye that said it himself. So i know the importance of spoken words, i need to take care to say good things about myself and so should you. My mummy says to go infront of the mirror and say positive things to yourself, put your hand on your head and the other pointing at yourself prophesy what you want on your life. If you are like me and you have no mirror, this is not an excuse, lol. I haven't really been doing that, I promise to start tomorrow morning.

Every first day of the month, my favorite cousin, mother's side (just incase my fav cousin father's side sees this, lol) sends me a prayer and it sincerely always has me in tears and full of gratitude because a lot of times i am remiss in praying, and its good to know that others are praying for me, and maybe that's why God still keeps me.

Prayer

Happy New Month..The glory & grace of God that has brought you this far will see you through to the end of the year..As He has ushered you into the 9th month of this year, I prophesy that this is the month you breakthrough every wall, every barrier, every limitation, every uncertainty in your life/situation..That by virtue of the reason of this season, many will gather with you from far & near to laugh & celebrate His goodness to you..Every seed you have sown in faith in the Lord from January through to this month,this last quarter of the year, as you have trusted that He is Lord & there is nothing too hard for Him (Jer 32:27)..

Therefore, this is the month you will experience fruitfulness & will reap & harvest bountifully..For many things I rejoice on your behalf, by the most important of them all is that you have found favor in His sight..I pray that because you have found favor with Him, you will experience Him in a way you have never before..The glory of His presence will never leave you, the Power of His touch will rest upon your life..He will open the windows of heaven to you & pour out blessings that will surpass what you've experienced so far this year.There will be more blessings than you have room for in your life..

He will rebuke devourers for your sake & He shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine cast her fruits before the time (Mal. 3:10-11)..My God will continue to supply your needs, He will continue to uphold you with His right hand of righteousness, He will preserve your going out & coming in, He will avert every danger in your way, He will rise up in battle on your behalf, He shall fight for you, you will hold your peace (Ex. 14:14)..He has said, He will have mercy on whom He will, He will show compassion to whom He will & so it is not he that wills or runs, but of God to show mercy (Rom 9:14-16)..My prayer is that His mercy & compassion that you have enjoyed from January to this point will not cease..

He will command His angels concerning you, He willl make you fruitful, He will bless the works of your hand, He will reward the labor of your hard work, He will make you the head, never the tail, He will make you a lender, never a borrower..He will remember you & know your name..You will continue to find favor in His sight, He will put it in the hearts of men to favor you, He will raise divine helpers on your behalf..As many times as you call,He will hear you..As many times as you seek His face,you will find Him..My God will glorify you..He will lead you to the land of your rightful inheritance & drive away its unlawful occupants..The hand of the enemy shall not reach you because you bear the marks of Jesus (Gal. 6:17)..

Every counsel of the enemy against you, He will cancel..Wherever your enemies gather or however many tongues rise against you in judgment, My God will send His fiery wrath & consume them..Your enemies will not have victory over you..Wherever they may be, far or near, you will catch up with them, overtake them & destroy them..Whosoever shall gather together against you, shall fall for thy sake (Isa 54:15)..Before you call, He will answer, before you speak, He will hear you (Isa 65:24)..As many as are your heart desires before Him, He will grant each & every one of them this month..He will give you an expected end as promised (Jer 29:11)..The power of the blood will speak for you..He will sanctify you & set you apart from many..No evil shall befall you & your household..

He is the covenant keeping God & what He promises, He performs..Each & every one of the covenant He has made concerning you He will honor..His word shall not return back to Him void, but shall do that which He pleases & shall proper wherever He sends it (Isa 55:11)..It will please Him to bless you, to increase you, to uphold you, to strengthen you, you deliver you, to enlarge your coast..He will establish you in righteousness, you will be far from oppression, no terror shall come near you (Isa 54:14).. In whatever/wherever you go, the Lord will go before you, He will go with you & He will back you up..You will lack/want for nothing good as you wait on the Lord (Psa 34:10)..

For whatever door He opens no man can shut, This month He will open up doors of opportunity, of favor, of grace, of blessings, of increase to you..Whatever it is that you have lost the previous months, this month you will recover them & many more..He will usher you into this last quarter with all the good things He has promised those that walk upright in His sight..In Jesus Name(Amen)!!

AMEN!!!! God bless you guys.

P.S I Love You