Monday, March 28, 2016

Never Enough Time...

Hi Guys,

That's how I haven't written anything in a month. Omo wase o rise! To God be the glory!

Work has been good but busy or better still, let me say I'm reading my ass off, which you would think is a good thing because it means it would carry over to school work but noooo, all i want to do is come home and sleep or watch TV and as my Pastor Jide will say "there's more to life". Isn't it funny how for years I have been praying for a job, now I want to complain about work. SMH!

But na, absolutely nothing to complain about tho. It really is an excellent place to work at and everyone is so nice but they stay being sick yo. I feel like i'm in day care. For the past 3 weeks I haven't felt like my brain was functioning and today has been the first day I have felt whole and this was after some serious prayers yo. Thank God for the resurrection power, that is able to still heal. You would think with the lack of food I would have lost mad weight but no, my ass is still fat as ever.

#Random and sorry in advance guys but Period sucks as you get older. It's completely horrible.

Ehen, as I was saying before I was rudely interrupted.

I finally got my dissertation chair, which means by God's grace, I can actually graduate this year. It's going to take a lot though and I already am so boring as it is so I really am dreading investing myself as such, but I am definitely more eager to be done than any fear. It is well sha.

My folks will all be here in a little more than a month for the lawyer's graduation and then baby sister will be done by December and just like that my mum will have 4 children with at least a Bachelor's degree. If its not the Lord doing I honestly don't know what else is.

I'm boring today. There is nothing much going on in my life but I guess i'm too busy to notice. That's how I haven't traveled this year and as much as I want to just enter my car to go somewhere I am currently feeling guilty about writing a blog post when I should be doing a literature review on colorectal cancer.

I really recommend this book btw "Knowing God's Will" by M. Blaine Smith. It's taking me forever to read but its an excellent book especially for those of us seeking directions in the different areas of our lives.

People and their secrets. It really bothers me, You are sick, you need to go get a surgery, what is the need to be secretive about that for? I don't for the life of me get it. I'm not saying blast it to the entire world but if you personally think you can't tell me, i'm personally going to take that as you don't trust me and that's your right. Simple.

I was sad the other day because my friend said she didn't feel like she could tell me when I do/say things she doesn't like because I am defensive. It really hurt me and I cried like a baby although I am definitely blaming period on that. In the grand scheme of things it doesn't seem like the worst thing that someone can say is a "flaw" but it really got to me, maybe because I think everyone should be open especially to me because I live my life very open you know. The funny thing is regardless of my defensiveness, I take criticism very well because I see it as a way to improve myself. The other funny thing was this devotional I read, was prior to that all week talking about friendships and hurts and betrayals and I'm like "awwww I've never gone through that" and then we got into it and i'm like "I should never have said that" lol. I personally don't think misunderstandings/fights are good for any relationship no matter what anyone says and my normal self will just be like "peace, i'm out" but God has been working on me and I guess that's how It is when you love someone, you just keep loving them.

It's sad to see that there's this guy who could be great for you; Loves God, can even sing, will probably never cheat on you, dedicated, caring and yet all his flaws? they are worse than all the BBs (do you remember him?) and them. Then somebody will be asking me why I am single? Is it your single? I think I've said it here before that I am convinced that we all settle, just to varying degrees. For right now, all i'm about ready to settle for is a change in my physical requirements (God be making them short these days) otherwise, I am honestly just needing to save enough money before I adopt my first child and I call it a day. Life is too short.

I lost a friend of mine and my friend lost his dad in this last few weeks and yet there's people having babies, getting engaged/married, celebrating birthdays etc. Needless to say the cycle of life continues. We just have to live and live life to the fullest.

That's all I have for you (this took me like 2 hours, tsk tsk).

I hope life is treating you kindly. Have a great rest of the week.
God loves you and so do I.

#Peace.Love.Random

2 comments:

  1. Neefemi... when did you come back?

    My goodness you've been away for a bit. Are you fully back on blogsville now?

    let me go read up

    Good to have you back here.

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    1. Awww thanks dear. Still here rather infrequently but i'm trying.

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